Everybody, at some point in time, has done something that made
them think they
were the only person in the world to do or experience it. Just
to make you slap your
foreheads and make you realize that everyone in the world is doing
he same things,
here are a few of the things that my friends and or myself have done
that we thought we
were the only ones to do it.
First off, no piece like this would be whole without talking about masturbation.
I don’t
give a shit what kind of Fundamentalist Born-Again Witnessing Amish
Mormon Beaver
Cleaver prick you are, you’ve beat your meat or plinked your pink.
Now that’s not a question. Everyone tries it. I will
simply not except anything to
the contrary. But here’s he rub - everyone thinks that every
single other person in the
world knows exactly what they’re doing. I don’t just mean chronic
wankers, but
everyone. It’s this sort of impression that somehow, everyone
was just instilled with the
knowledge of what you’ve done. And you are convinced that you’ve
spent just a little
too long in the bathroom, so poof, everyone on the planet knows you
masturbated on
October 2, 1989. Doesn’t work that way.
Even if you’ve only masturbated once, you also become obsessed
with the
possibility of every old wives’ tale about the act being true.
You begin scheduling
regular eye appointments and checking your palms for hair.
What child has not made poison? They nearly all have, although
probably more guys
than girls. But they take a bottle and concoct poison.
For those of you who never did or don’t remember, many children
take a bottle
and fill it with one of two things - toxins or condiments. In
the case of the condiments,
they would take mustard, ketchup, spices, lemon juice, whatever, and
mix them up
inside this bottle. It was makeshift ‘poison.”
Real boys used real poison. Usually consisting of every
household cleaner
known to man, plus medicines and things like gasoline and camp stove
fuel. My mix
consisted of everything from lemon Pledge to toothpaste to aspirin
to gasoline.
Usually these bottles ended up getting hidden or buried, ‘cause
somehow it just
didn’t seem like you could just pour it out, and people didn’t know
what to do with it, so
they buried them. America probably has tons of Lemon Pledge and
toothpaste leaking
into it right now.
Pushing on the door when it clearly says “PULL.” Everybody does
it, so don’t worry.
Oh, and even though you absolutely know you locked your car, you will
always pull on
the handle “just in case.”
Don’t you ever have a dream that you trip or kick something and your
legs spasm in real
life? I hate that. It always wakes me up. Oh, and
when you “fly” in dreams, you never
really fly. You just kind of float. Damn it.
Fear is something we all share. I don’t care how big and strong
you think you are, you
get scared. And most people are scared of the dark, at least
to some degree.
Like how much bigger your room feels when it’s pitch black.
And when no matter
how much you know it can’t happen, you worry about something reaching
over the foot
of the bed and just grabbing your ankle.
What always fucks me up is when I’m in the shower and the house
alone. Any
noise the cat makes or if I leave on a TV or radio I think some ax
wielding maniac is
coming for me.
What man has not at some point in his life pissed onto the porcelain
interior of a toilet
bowl and not directly into the water so that they don’t make a lot
of noise, especially at a
formal party or something?